~at today1 december 09 i will change myself i will start my new life at now don't say to me how pretty of me i feel that no pretty then is no so u all want say what juz say ~~~~Ah~~!!!!!!! a while day no sleep le~~haiz who can talk me what is really love are love is impossible today feel so boring ~~haiz why this holiday so boring a~~!!!! haiz i feel wanna die jor~~~if die more good ya? i don't before i got wrong what can u talk me where i got wrong a???

=X i got wrong what thing???

why always say a thing like so diffecuit aH~~~~what wrong o always like this mami got say what

meh......i no hear a~~haiz today feel so boring a~~~~what can i do a~~haiz i really don't why

before why i look so ugly why i wanna change myself become like this~i cut my hair change

myself feel also no use cuz i can't forgot PaST~~~!!!!!!i sick jor~~haiz so miss my friend + jie mei

T___T this holiday my dad say want go KL yerrrr always go there my jie jie also want bring me

go buy clother ~~!!!aiya no money lu~~buy this buy that~~BLuR BLuR~~

my jie mei elin~~~wo men qu pai da tou tie

my jie mie vivian

my friend that spec lost lu

this spec borrow my friend de

me at McDonald haha

my jie mei miko

me and vivian ~~ look like kid==

looking a thing

~~~HAvE my lunch biscuit haha~~

~Ah......Why always go out~~

~Today go B.P.Mall again see a people i very hate that people Walao batu pahat really small a always see that people~~haiz~this holiday don't want go where go summit feel sienz go square one mall no people want go blur a~~~always go gugu house see baby~~see that 4 kid i will die lu~~today time going so slow ya~~i feel tired to do anything lu~~hope at this holiday i can find my jie mei~~